1. Be vegan.
2. Shower more (lol depression)
3. Use more face masks and do more skin care in general.
4. Drink more tea.
5. Clean my apartment.
6. Work on my driving.
7. And, yes, exercise more.
i'm seeing things very clearly and i feel a LOT better than i thought i would. things are pretty positive right now :)
i'm going to a yoga retreat tomorrow through Sunday and that's sure to be an interesting experience!
being "home" makes me want to die but pretty much everything does these days.
trying to be positive here idk though.
reasons 2015 wasn't 100% bullshit:
i made some awesome new friends
i reconnected with some great people
i read some good books
i started to like driving/exploring the new area i live in
reasons to stick around:
glass sword comes out in february(?)
half lost comes out in march
the raven king comes out in april
a court of mist and fury comes out in april(?)
the third magisterium book probably comes out in september
finishing books/fics/whatever that i've been writing/meaning to write
i don't know i don't know i don't know?????????????????
this is a world where people can throw other people away for no reason at all.
this is a world where people say they are here for you and then they aren't.
this is a world where no one cares about anything or anyone but themselves.
i don't know if i can do this and i don't know if i even want to try.
i'm kind of getting to that point where i don't think it's worth it to live in a world where people can just throw other people away.
i'm just really into abba right now.
goddammit, jem. this is all your fault.
i'm so tired of school and i'm not motivated and i just do it anymore, at least that's what it feels like. but somehow i always get it all done at the last minute. i don't feel like a grad school student.
julie was worried it was because of her but i explained that i was burned out on school long before she and i got together.